choice n1:
feat shatter and find out by yourself how much you failed by wasting all those feats to get it.
choice n2:
buy kithai so you can get aa's and develop you toon and explore all the new stuff game has.
http://joharaoc.eu/feat?link=v5_1296...4ba61443915182
pvp "tankish" spec.
dot everyone individualy with motd+ftw, place pestilencial blast let it linger because it does nice damage then detonate it with chill if victm is close do blasphemous ruin as well+ instant icestrike, the more people you dot the more likely that every 12 secs you have reliably instant icestrike.
only sw after activating gangrenous stench so you dont die strait away from a coward in hide.
dont finish your fear, just move to cancel its cast if you notice they ran out on you, then recast imidiatly after canceling because most guys will act by instinc they will run out and on auto pilot run back in to you.
adjacent to that your survival in pvp is massively afect by what you cant see by default.
http://forums.ageofconan.com/showthread.php?t=181039
namely point 6 on that guide you need it, particularly to be able to have a fighting chance vs assassins wich still have perma immunity from lotus overload.
along side that if you dont want to use a custumized ui you still want this:
http://forums.ageofconan.com/showthread.php?t=180608
and expect to keep failing in every aspect of game untill you start to key bind your spells/combos.
i cannot stress out how much game changed with aa's wich you can only access with kithai expansion.
choice n3.
delete game go have fun at the beach.